UGH

Today basically went the same way it did yesterday. I woke up and everything was going really happy and awesome, but something happened to my mood later and it just went shitty. I know how to fix it but sometimes I forget to act rationally. But there could be like a legit reason for the mood swings, so I gotta look into that.

Me and Shaun were going to hang out Saturday and I still really want to, but I think I owe it to Mike to go down there and make sure he knows that I'm sorry. Either Nick is going to give me a ride Saturday night so I don't have to be shitty, or I'll get one tomorrow and feel like an awful friend. Shaun is the best though so she's understanding. Yay for good people.

I really just want to stop feeling like this and flipping out. It's irritating, and not fair.