Extreme Ranting

So I should not be writing right now considering I have like 40 pages of Philosophy to read by tomorrow and an Anthropology test Thursday. FANTASTIC.

I just feel the need to get a few things out (and they will be vague).
1. Sometimes I get really tired of people judging all the fucking time. It is so completely unnecessary and I know I don't appreciate when I, a friend, or my relationship is at the expense of it. Things and people are how they are and I really genuinely don't understand why people feel the need to make comments or just express an unwanted and unnecessary opinion. It makes one party seem like a bitch and the other one a lot less prone to change. And about me and my boyfriend; for some reason people really feel the need to say shit about how we do things or just like pass judgments. I did not ask, so I don't want to know, especially if you don't know him/me/us. I mean yes, everyone is bound to judge, but the difference is how you act upon it. Keep it to yourself and allow yourself to be proved wrong goddamnit.
2. I'm so stressed out with school! I have a useless and rediculously confusing and hard-as-shit Anthropology test coming up. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN! Everything sounds the same and basically means the same thing. It is so rediculous, and there is not a chance in hell I will ever need this knowledge again, unless I so happen to find friggen Aegyptopithecus remains, and that won't happen, so it is completely useless. On top of that I have a Philosophy paper and a Lit project/Reasearch paper due and a Philosophy midterm coming up. I am just extatic, fuck my life.
3. These two things combined has me really edgy and my anxiety is definitely coming back, so with those three together I can be quite a handful, and I was being wierd last night while Mike was here so I felt bad about that. I've been slipping in to wierd moods alot more often recently for one reason or another; both equally retarded and a result of my over thinking everything. I make a problem/potential problems that are not even existant worry me which then causes anxiety and it's just a complete mess. I need to learn how to juggle things and become more organized, and I defninitely need to stop making myself worked up about things that I know I don't need to concern myself with.
I have alot to work on this month I guesss!?!